Just Getting By

 Well this is day two am I on a roll?  Weather here was mixed nice then cool and then windy.  Oh well that is better than snow.   I worked on my quilt again and found a problem so I will spend tomorrow unpicking some of it to fix it.  Oh well live and learn. Walked out in my yard and my crab apple tree is in bloom and beautiful as ever.  Every year it just amazes me at how pretty it is.  I took some pictures of some flowers I planted on my deck like I do every year at this time just to lift my spirits.  Life has been quite difficult lately and I need all the beauty I can find.   I have been struggling with my religion and I do not know what to do.  I have decided to go back and attend and see how I feel.  If my feelings are the same as they have been I will look for another religion to follow.  I am Christian and am looking for more spiritual feelings out of my religion.  I grew up in the LDS church.  I have...

I have been absent not by choice but because of life happenings.  My sister as you know was diagnosed with stage 4 cancer.  She fought a brave battle but lost her life last Tuesday.  Her funeral was Saturday and I cannot believe how much I miss her.  I just keep thinking of all the things I should have told her.  I went down and stayed with my niece to help her when she went on hospice.  My niece is one brave gal.  She took such good care of her.  Her and her Husband took her to all her treatments until there was nothing they could do anymore.  I never want to watch another person take their last breath.  She struggled so hard the last week and I just wanted to end her suffering. We were raised by our single mom when she divorced my father who was abusive.  I called us the tree amigos.  Well I am the only one left.  Well I am going to try to do a daily blog but I may not be too on top of things for a while.  Hubby has...