Another day in my special place

 Well this is day two am I on a roll?  Weather here was mixed nice then cool and then windy.  Oh well that is better than snow.  

I worked on my quilt again and found a problem so I will spend tomorrow unpicking some of it to fix it.  Oh well live and learn.

Walked out in my yard and my crab apple tree is in bloom and beautiful as ever.  Every year it just amazes me at how pretty it is. 


I took some pictures of some flowers I planted on my deck like I do every year at this time just to lift my spirits.  Life has been quite difficult lately and I need all the beauty I can find.  






I have been struggling with my religion and I do not know what to do.  I have decided to go back and attend and see how I feel.  If my feelings are the same as they have been I will look for another religion to follow.  I am Christian and am looking for more spiritual feelings out of my religion.  I grew up in the LDS church.  I have been following Christian Life religion on You Tube and the feelings I get from the pastor has a lot of meaning and makes me feel so much better towards  life.  I live in Utah and it will be hard to change over as my whole neighborhood is LDS.  Wish me luck or could I please have some prayers come my way.  

Carla

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